What is the possibility of your mobile phone, your computer and yourself all got sick on the same day? Judging from what I am facing now, it seems to me like this is not that impossible.
I was sick starting yesterday morning. This is one of the most terrifying sickness to me, mainly because of the horrible timing, and also because of how fast the virus infected and affected my whole body. To be fair, I sensed to indication of a flu coming on Saturday when I had to finish and make some last minutes changes on the PowerPoint slide for the dance drama, and thus stayed up very late (like 3 a.m.). I started to feel my throat not feeling too well, and responded by drinking a lot of water. I woke up on Sunday morning feeling not too bad. So I thought it was under control. I was wrong.
I started to feel my throat setting slightly itchy substantially after I loaded my stuff in the dressing home. So again I started to drink a lot of water, and causing me to go to the restroom a lot. That's a very bad bad thing if you realize that I have a dance performance in the afternoon morning and I had to have final rehearsal in the morning.
While I was warming up, I sensed that my leg was pretty weak. It's not like my leg was any particularly strong, but it was like shaking while me and all dancer do the warming together. I knew that the virus already took over me.
Things started going downhill from there. I started to feel headache and have fever. My legs were getting weaker and weaker, and I lacked strength to even staying awake. And so I rested a lot, sit down quietly like a sixty-something, and eventually fell into sleep twice.
I was very scared, feeling hopeless, knowing that my body situation may not survive me through the dance performance. Throughout my life I constantly have an urge to runaway from obstacle. Sometime I did when I submit myself to my emotional burst, and sometime I didn't because my stubbornness and Christian moral value.
This time I couldn't quit because of the situation. I am one of the main dancer in the finale dance drama, and having me missing would caused a chaotic effect, like my instructor has to take up my part, and then a lot of last minute changes. I couldn't let that happening.
So there I went, which a painful headache and a pair of shaking legs, I finished the dance drama. All the technique part was barely slides by, but at least they were not that seriously deviate from the original choreography (at least that's what I thought).
I rushed and wanted to get home as soon as possible as I knew that my body couldn't take it any more. So I basically ignored everyone walked by and just ran ran ran.
I was finally home. I had my dinner, some medicine, briefly unpacked my stuff, and then I went to sleep. It was 8:30 pm. I felt like my body was freeze. But then, it's flu. I've been in this routines thousands of time.
So I woke up this morning, still feeling miserable. I followed my daily routine walking to my computer thinking of checking email. I had my computer set to on all of time in order to run some Bit torrent download of US TV shows I enjoy by couldn't access since I am physically in Hong Kong. I expected the screen be turned on when I slightly moved my mouse, sort of like Harry Potter waves his magic wand.
The screen was not on. Latter I found that the power supply doesn't seem to be running. So here it is: a broken computer. Hopefully it's just the power supply.
Then I tried to check some voice mail message, and this time the phone told me that "Please Insert SIM". Great, the mobile phone also got funky.
So here I am here. 8:56 am. Morning morning. Body felt sick. Desktop computer broke. Mobile phone was semi-malfunction. And if I didn't have my laptop computer, I couldn't write down all these train of thoughts. It's good that I always try to have a backup plan in my life.
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