Negative Thinking

I tend to preceive new events happening to me in a negative way. It happened at work while a slience-for-too-long client called me, or at home when my mom stopped me at the door telling me about some 2 months job oppotunity that my sister suggested. Usually after the reality sinked in, I would start to see some positive implication of those events. But it's the first impress that always started with as a negative. On the bright side, if things started very negative, it can only getting better as time goes by.

So you see, the same negative to positive cycle is happening here even while I am writing this blog.