Woke up at 3:45 a.m.

I woke up at 3:45 a.m. , and I still remember the dream I had. I was waiting for bus number 10, but then I started to wonder if I should wait for bus number 5. Being confused, I started to run from bus stop to bus stop. The location .... it was vaguely around Lai Chi Kok, so it's obviously to me that I was trying to get back to Mei Foo.

And then somehow I got on the bus, and a uncle kept saying how great his portable radio worked, even though it's semi-broken.

In the mist of confusion, I woke up.

Obviously, I was having dreams because of the frustration at work.

Nightmare (Yeah, what else otherwise)

I haven't had nightmare for quite a long while. And then, I had one last night. This one seems troubles me a bit, as I still remember some detail after I woke up. I even went back to sleep after I woke up at 7:30 a.m. because I was so upset that I wanted to sleep a little bit more just so that I can forget the dream.

The dream was not that complicate. I was at home in Hong Kong, the place where my family was living together. My mom and brothers were there. Strangely, I didn't recall seeing my sister and dad.

We were waiting for my aunt to come by and picked us up to go to some place. Some the family was just waiting in living room.

And then I realized that my brothers were very mean to me. They said hash words and keep picking on me left and right. I didn't fight back or response, and instead just sucked them all in. That went on until aunt came and so we all left home.

And then I woke up.

Yes, simple as that, and you might wonder why I called it nightmare and seemed to be upset so much.

But somehow that upsets me. I don't like bad relationship. I hate that so much that I rather have no relationship than a bad relationship.

Now that I wrote all these down I am feeling much better now. Time to go to work.