Dream and then my over-sensitivity

It's breezing this morning. Finally the weather was realizing that it's about time to show some sign of being in winter.

I woke up this morning with a headache. It was probably because of the dream I had. But then even when I felt like my head was full of it, I couldn't recall anything from the dream. It's almost as if the brain was trying to protect me from recalling the dream in order to avoiding form having even more headache.

I found it kind of sad to see a 80s punk rock pop icon Bill Idol releasing a Christmas album. I was not sure what was the real motive behind such a project, but I guess "making a living" is probably one of it. Guess fame doesn't always necessary comes with fortunate.

Something was bugging me in the last 48 hours. I sensed that a friend was starting to distance oneself from me. Maybe this is just my over-sensitivity playing a game against myself. Maybe it's just a bunch of pure coincidence. Maybe that person was simply being too busy these days. But somehow it hurt and triggered even angry inside me beside of the frustration, feeling out of control and anxious about the uncertainty of the situation. Wait a second, maybe it was my ill temper that drove that person away from me :-E .

I had to spend a lot of effort to learn the Java stuff that I am dealing with at work these days, but at the same time I was thankful of having the opportunity of branching out my skill set. Something things that are good for me always inflict some pain in me one way or the other.

I feel like I am getting very easy to get tired these days. Getting old, I guess. Getting old indeed.